friendship

mr. fraam died a week ago. i tried my hardest to be there for jeff and was once again let down. I want so bad for us to really be friends. good friends. you would think that after so many years together and raising children in what is supposed to be a team, we could have some sort of friendship but theres not. I called and texted him repeatedly asking him how he was doing before and after his dad died. at the wake he invited big girl. clearly it was him who invited her becuase it was a private service and thats fine. but he acted funny to me just like he did at ropes funeral. (he ignored me completely)like he is embarressed of me. but behind closed doors its a whole different story. whenever i tried to engage in conversation with him at the wake he would get up and walk away as fast as he could without being completely rude. but when big girl came he went outside with her and talked to her. if thats a friendship jeff and i clearly dont have one. it just hurts to care about someone who doesnt care about me.