crap

i think its really crappy that julian continues to be treated like shit by jeff's family. just today jeffs dad called him a bitch and an asshole in the same breath. who does that to a 7 year old. that is abuse. and he would never say that to his grandkids. i feel so bad for julian :( income tax time cant come fast enough. i think im going to put a deposit down and just not tell this family until the day i move. oh yea. of course he said those things to julian while i wasnt home.

everything is everything!

Today. I hate life! I hate Jeff. and alot of other things. How long can one person put up with so much shinanigans??????????

I need a vodka and cranberry!