fighting

I fought so hard for something i wanted so bad. but maybe i fought too hard and thats where the resentment comes in. I just want to let it go and start clean, but its so hard for me to let shit go.

I dont want to owe and I dont want others to feel like they owe me. but how to fix that....

relationships with people around me are just at a low right now...i need to get it back the way it was...